wonders of my world

I HAVE MOVED!!!

2007-05-18T06:58:00.000+08:00

I have moved over to wordpress!

dunno why, just dont feel like it here.

its over at http://lakopiking.wordpress.com/

Pls remember to edit ur links asap.

cheers

nice poem..

2007-05-17T02:28:00.000+08:00

I have been where you fear to go...
I have seen what you fear to see...
I have done what you fear to do...
All these things I’ve done for you.

I am the one you lean upon...
The one you cast your scorn upon...
The one you bring your troubles to...
All these people I’ve been for you.

The one you ask to stand apart...
The one you feel should have no heart...
The one you call the man in blue...
But I am human just like you.

And through the years I’ve come to see...
That I’m not what you ask of me...
So take this badge and take this gun...
Will you take it? Will anyone?

And when you watch a person die...
And hear a battered baby cry...
Then so you think that you can be
All those things you ask of me...?

-Author Unknown

its been long...

2007-04-09T05:07:00.000+08:00

OMG. lets see how many of you still check on this blog.

haha. its been a long time since i last blog.
Hopefully some of u souls out there still bother to read my thoughts.

have been to botak jones with my mates recently and here you go pics!!!

not bad la the price n food. can go n try!!

Lets go mambo retro!!!

2006-11-01T06:37:00.000+08:00

These few days super havoc.. Its been night after night of drinking and entertainment. Bloody hell, chivas after chivas, jack daniel's after jack daniel's.

Looks like my blood pressure is going up and my bank account going down. Haha.

It is just a wonder on who you meet. This bunch of peeps at work are amazing. Outings after outings.. night after night. Well, better than nothing.

Prick. School is starting next week. Of course by some lucky reason i got my first choice in Exhibition Design. Ahah. Its time..

In other news, going retro is great. "everytime i see you falling... I get down on my knees and pray..." ;)

roger out.

Karma

2006-10-22T02:51:00.000+08:00

I'm back! Been wondering.. I have been doing so much good deeds recently.. when is my good karma ever gonna come back? Haha..

What a day at work. Trying to apply first aid to some passenger.

well.
when's my turn..

=)

2006-10-09T02:26:00.000+08:00

Its a pity how misunderstandings can ruin ones relationship.

Anyhow, just got back after eating supper with colleagues at circuit road. Tmr going to geylang! woo..

Working at the airport is very fun. dang fun. Much better than in stupid filthy politics filled scotts..

I surrender to fate

2006-10-04T03:43:00.000+08:00

I surrender to fate.

Guess what, i talked to ******* online just now. And guess what. I scolded *******!
Why do some pople just cant grow up? Why? Freak, i tried my best. Sorry to the whole world. i Let you down.

BTW, airport was fun. ahahaa. best place to work at. :D

3 cheers.

HOLA!!!

2006-10-01T03:20:00.000+08:00

Oh great! Assesment is finally over!

I'm starting to miss school life already.. LAN gaming, pool, crapping, smoking.. Its been a long six mths. Different souls from different backgrounds got together. And 6 mths and an assesment later, I'm proud to say i'm from 1J. The most worst foundation class. Quoted from lecturers. :)

Alright. Got lots of complains since I last updated my blog. Finally, I'm ready to blog again.
Wondering where have I been all the while?
Stay tuned for my next couple of posts..
My story, "** ******** **** ******** *******"

That's coming up!

Its a story nia la chill ok. haha.

National Day!

2006-08-09T17:19:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I climbed all the way up the Benjamin Sheares Bridge to practice my photography skills. But it was certainly worth the trip up! Wonderfully done by Team Singapore.

Btw, 41 years of independence. Happy Birthday Singapore. I'm honoured and proud to be a Singaporean.

May there be peaceful and prosperous times ahead.

out.

CCL

2006-07-17T15:02:00.000+08:00

According to wiki, the circle line will be partially open in 2008!Below are the list of station names. I just find some amusing...

Stage One
CC1 Dhoby Ghaut (interchange with North South Line and North East Line)
CC2 Bras Basah
CC3 Esplanade
CC4 Promenade
CC5 Nicoll Highway
CC6 Stadium

Stage Two
CC7 Mountbatten
CC8 Dakota
CC9 Paya Lebar (interchange with East West Line)
CC10 MacPherson
CC11 Tai Seng

Stage Three
CC12 Bartley
CC13 Serangoon (interchange with North East Line)
CC14 Lorong Chuan
CC15 Bishan (interchange with North South Line)
CC16 Marymount

Stage Four
CC17 Thomson (to be opened at a later date)
CC18 Bukit Brown (to be opened at a later date)
CC19 Botanic Gardens
CC20 Farrer Road
CC21 Holland Village
CC22 Buona Vista (interchange with East West Line)
CC23 One-north
CC24 Kent Ridge

Stage Five
CC25 West Coast (to be opened at a later date)
CC26 Pasir Panjang
CC27 Labrador Park
CC28 Telok Blangah
CC29 HarbourFront (interchange with North East Line)

Downtown Extension (from Promenade Station)
Bayfront
Landmark
Cross Street
Chinatown (Interchange with North East MRT line)

Fun Facts

-The Downtown Extension is a forked extension of the CCL and wont be ready as of the CCL itself reaching operational status.

-Service operator will be SMRT.

-NE12 Serangoon sank 1cm due to the on going construction of the CCL. Causing trains heading towards Punggol to slow down after the station.

-Bras Basah will overtake Dhoby Ghaut as the deepest train station in Singapore, over 5 stories deep. It will also house the longest escalator at 16.5 metres long.
Just look at the places that i can go to. Holland V. Wahaha..
Station names that are worth a note. One North, dakota. wtf.. lol..
CC1 to 4 will not be operational in time due to the nicoll highway collaspe. It is expected to be in service by 2010.

My wishlist.

2006-07-13T04:45:00.000+08:00

Ahahaha, someones birthday is coming.

Here is my wishlist.

1)LED Headlights for my bike. Safety first :)

2)70-120mm Lens + Hood for my wife. Its time to upgrade her :) :)

3)A new pair of shoes. For me to wear when I'm out :) :) :)

4)An apple laptop. For my school work. :) :) :) :)

lol. I dont ask for much la. All the above is just a wish list.

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

I heard Jason has some great news to tell the lads. So much for smsing me while i was busy watching my show haha..
Just a little tip for you. Wait for the one you truly think is worth the wait. Don't itchy mouth go tell her things in a moment of anger. You saw how I suffered the consequences. All the best buddy.

Les Blues...

2006-07-11T02:27:00.000+08:00

Why the French Lost?

From the moment it started, I knew the only time France could score against Italy was in a penalty kick. And i guessed right. Why the French lost? Simple.

Within hours, the internet's finest are at work. LOL!

Why Brazil Lost Part 1.

2006-07-07T19:56:00.000+08:00

Why Brazil Lost Part 2

2006-07-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

Finals

2006-07-05T12:53:00.000+08:00

Ok, I have refrained from posting any stuff related to the world cup but after watching the semi final between Germany and Italy yesterday night, I just wanted to say that it was a long time since I saw such a beautiful game.

Italy ought to win though. They controlled the game all the way. The back 4 were solid as a rock. They just didn't want to attack. After the shuffle during extra time, They went on to hit the bar twice. It just shows pure class from the Italians. And you ought to give them credit for it even with such depressing news coming from back home.

Regardless of match fixture or not, the Italians truly put up a show for the world to see. They showed the world that they can play the game as well. I'm sorry for Germany. Losing out in the last 2 mins with 2 goals. They just couldnt hold on any longer.

I believe Italy will go on to win the World Cup. Its high time since they won it.
What a beautiful game played by both sides. It swung from side to side. Almost as if there wasnt any midfield! Left right and left again. Ah, the beauty of football.

out.

I Love Her.

2006-06-29T01:32:00.000+08:00

After such a long wait, I finally got her!! Yes!! Her sleek curves, her sweet sounds and the memories that we are gonna spend together. Oh, its just started. But i can't wait. :)

I hereby present to you the new girl in my life. My wife,

The Canon EOS 350D Digital Rebel XT kit.

She's priceless. ;)

Yes.

2006-06-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

Wooha. We are friends now. At least I got what I set out for. Thank you so much for everything. Thank you. (:

Fate will tell.

We got a man down.

2006-06-23T18:48:00.000+08:00

I think its gone. I've been the one at fault. All because of the past. I am not strong willed enough. Whenever i ran into difficulties, I get frustrated and give up. I just don't know how to cherish what I have. I act brave. I act smart. And most importantly, I act as though I am in control.

In fact, I'm not.

I gave her pressure. I just failed with my words. I just can't get what I meant to her.
Time after time, I fooled her. "Lets just be friends", "I think i need a break.", " The most we can ever be is good friends." Yet, time after time. I walked back on my words. And time after time, she picked up from where we left off.

But not this time. "The most we can ever be is good friends." This time, it was from her. Maybe she is just tired of my silly games. Maybe she has someone else in mind. Maybe we are really fated to be friends. I'm disappointed. I'm feeling down. Not at her. But myself.

She has been avoiding me since that incident. And I think thats the signal for me. Reflection after reflection, the conclusion i came to was that i was the person who was letting this whole thing down.

I just couldn't let you go. I came back time after time. Because it just feels oh so right.
1 year of being the good guy, was the best i could do for you. I regret that I couldn't do anymore.
I just respect your decision. All I wanted was your trust and friendship. Then we will leave the rest to fate. Its what you told me long ago. But I just couldn't understand.

Now I finally realised. But its a step too late i think.
Been blinded all these while.

too little too late..
I want you back.

Checked.

2006-06-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, people dont really mean what they say. It may be due to one's stubborness, frustration or jealousy. I'm sure all of us did say, at least once something similar to the above situation.
I am someone who did so. And i can only regret now.

I got my reality checked. And from all directions, it came from her. Stupid mouth of mine.

Press on with the fight. Hooah!

out.

U turn?

2006-06-19T15:56:00.000+08:00

You're one in a million

You're one in a million~

Sometimes love can hit you everyday

Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see

But only one can really make me stay

A sign from the sky said to me

You're one in a million

You're once in a lifetime

You made me discover

One of the stars above us

I've been looking for that special one

And i've been searching for someone to give my love

When i thought that all the hope was gone

A smile, there you were, and i was gone

I always will remember how i felt that day

A feelin' indescribable to me
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer

And you, you're the one, the one for me

You're one in a million

You're once in a lifetime

You made me discover

One of the stars above us

You're one in a million

You're once in a lifetime

You made me discover

One of the stars above us

In the beginning i was cool and everything was possible

They tried to catch me but it was impossible

No one could hurt me it was my game

Until i met you baby and you were the same

And when you didn't want me i wanted you because

The funny thing about it is i liked the show

I like it when it's difficultI like it when it's hard

Then you know it's worth it

That you found your heart

You're one in a million

You're once in a lifetime

You made me discover

One of the stars above us

You're one in a million

You're once in a lifetime

You made me discover

One of the stars above us~

I met her today. And the feelings all came back.

I remembered the day i stroked her back when tears were in her eyes.

I remembered the day when we talk through to daylight.

I remembered the day where she fed me the fries.

I remembered the day when I said goodbye.

It all came back.

The feelings were there all again. But I'm certain it was only one way.

I wish i could turn back time. For one more try. But because of pathetic me. There's no last try.

If only. If only.. If only...

I need a reality check.

And I need it quick.

Young men + Older Women 2

2006-06-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

Why Do Young Men like Older Women these days? Vr.2
(Or at least someone with a mature mind)

And this is a perfect example of why guys this age prefer older or at least more mature ladies.

link 1-->http://my.break.com/Media/View.aspx?ContentID=113131

link 2-->http://www.sendspace.com/file/nupz46

Farking stupid irritating ugly disgusting bitches. Its people like this who disgrace the human society. Its ladi.. sorry. GIRLS like this who make us guys feel disgusted. Bloody hell! They should be sent up in the air and dropped down 30 thousand feet into Iraq.

If you still dont know what I'm talking about, in the video provided, it contains a bunch of bitches assaulting a girl in a staircase landing of a HDB. And the irony of it all is. A MALAYSIAN news paper reported it first. Which then resulted in TNP reporting it at a later date. What an utter disgrace! An exerpt from TNP report.

" Lawyer Peter Low described the assailants' actions as 'cruel and vicious'. They could be charged with assault or criminal force with intent to dishonour the victim and intent to outrage modesty, as well as voluntarily causing hurt. Each carries a jail sentence and/or fine. "

" Police spokesman Cheryl Foo said: 'The police will look into the matter when a report is lodged."

Malaysian News paper report=> http://www.sinchew.com.my/content.phtml?sec=4&sdate=&artid=200606151262

TNP Report=> http://tnp.sg/news/story/0,4136,108358,00.html?

WHAT!!?? When a report is lodged? Hello? Our world class police force, please look into this matter in anyway it can be. Arrest the damn bitches instead of screening me every night i head out to eat supper!! irony irony irony...

Back to the topic. These girls should be sent not to girls home but NS! Let them go through the shit and see how they like it. If i see them when i'm out in the streets. trust me. They will equally be humiliated. If you people see them in the streets. Humiliate them. Especially the dua pui!

To the victim. Please report ur case to the SPF. Get those girls arrested. Dont suffer in silence.

I hope this has reaffirmed, if not made sure about the feelings you have for girls our age. Total turn off. Disgraceful. seriously.

out.

Young men + Older Women

2006-06-13T16:15:00.000+08:00

Why Do Young Men like Older Women these days?

(Or at least someone with a mature mind)

Oh yes. Why why why? Now let me tell you, in the modern society now, youngsters like us have a priviledge in getting to choose their partner. Unlike the past, where people lived with arranged marriages. Recently, there have been a steadily increasing number of relationships with young men, around my age.. getting into a relationship with an older woman. Now in this article of mine, I'm gonna show you the reasons why and hopefully we will be able to discuss much more on this issue.

The young girls of today. Words can easily descibe them. But i'm gonna let loose on it because it will be harsh if I say what i really want to say. Bitchy, arrogant and ACBC. (Act Chio Buay Chio)

Let me give you a few examples that i encounter on a daily basis.

1) Bitchy

-Imagine walking down orchard road with your friends, and suddenly.. She breaks out into a ear piercing giggle. Passerbys stare. Friends look away.

-Making use of guys. When she needs something from you, she will treat you like a king. When she dosent need you, she treats you like shit. She can go around making fun of people calling people names. But when others say the slightest thing about her. She bites back like a killer dog high on drugs. haha.. utterly disgusting.

2) Arrogant

-Oh yes. Basic manners. Dont your parents teach you? Answer like someone unhappy. Ask like someone is angry. Gosh. Sometimes i really wished pampered bitches go serve NS. Open mouth close mouth also vulgarities. Its fine with me if you say Fuck. But cut down on dialect vulgarities girls. It totally degrades you. And dont compare with the guys. Vulgarities are part of our life. Go into NS and you'll know.

3) ACBC

-For goodness sake, if you dont have the figure or looks. At least have a good personality that everyone loves. Dont go and be bitchy(Sam Pat) and worst, trying to look pretty in the process. Gosh. Wearing skirts so low and short that people can see what undies you are wearing. Hoo.. Who are you trying to seduce? Lecturer or teacher? Haha!

The matured ladies of today. Working class. Regardless of age. Demure and polite.

Again, let me give you examples that i encounter daily.

1) Matured.

I don't see many older or more matured ladies going around screaming on the streets like a crazy dog on drugs. There is this sense of beauty, or aura that they emit. Its as if they are in their own class. Actually they are.

2) Demure and Polite.

I dont go around seeing them scolding vulgarities in dialect. I dont see them being so darn bitchy at times.

In short, if you compare the 2 different classes of ladies. Which one will you prefer? Certainly the matured ones for me. Simple reasons. They have what us guys want. Both physically andd emotionally. They know what we need. They understand more. Not some young bitch who goes around throwing her tantrums for no obvious reasons. hah.

Its not even about age. Its about ones character actually. Everytime i rotate between my work and school environment. I suffer jet lag. Why? Its because i struggle so hard to try and figure out how 2 groups of people. Same age. Can behave so differently. 19 year old at work. Demure and polite. Knows her responsibilities and is capable of being independent. Most of all. She has the looks. Damned. Every man's wet dream come true of my age. lol. 19 year old at school. Absolutely no dress sense. Acts and behaves like a 5 year old child. gosh.. I'm beginning to puke already. haha! Its just so turn off.

I can see lotsa flaming coming at me after i post this up. But who cares. Its the truth and someone needs to speak up for the guys. For I am totally in support of a "jie di lian".

Of course, its not all like what i say. There are people who do the other. And there are girls who are incredibly matured even though they are young. These are the treasures in the chest. Guys if you have them. Give them your love. They deserve it. ;)

Out.

The author is a full-time student in a local tertiary instituition. He is also working part-time at the cosmetic dept in a dept store. Any views expressed by the author above is purely his own opinion. And does not mean fact.

Love.

2006-06-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

Love

Oh yea. Its time for this topic again. As you all know, for those close to me, I've been through several ups and downs in this catergory of life. Without a doubt. It is something that puzzles me all so often. How about you people?

It is so often that "I love you" this phrase is being used. But how many of you do actually mean it? Pure love? I've given up on it. It dosent really mean anything much. Seeing so many relationships fail around me. I often wonder. What are the crucial points in maintaining one? For people like us in their late teens, I think our time is still for us to explore the pros and cons, the mix and matches of a relationship.

National Service is often a big issue. Oh yes, its possible for a relationship to survive it. But hey, there are many failures too. So how often do you mean it when u say those 3 words? Just for the sake of saying it? Or you really have a gut feeling deep down inside you that it will last forever?

Speaking of which, couples who are confident that they can last forever and get married at my age are, say.. overly optimistic. There's just much more to a relationship than just love. Of cause, its the deciding factor. But there are much more to it. Gone are the days in secondary school. Where it is hip n trendy to have a partner. Its just too much a burden now. Haha.. Discuss people. What say have you?

And please, the next time you say those 3 words to your special someone, mean it. And take a look deep into their eyes. Thats all folks.

Next topic on why young man like us these days like older women. Oh yea, count on it. I'll tell you why.

out.

long time..

2006-05-27T04:12:00.001+08:00

Long time...

It has been a long time since i last posted, well.. busy with my life.. Anyway, picked up a few lessons about life too. People change. As the old chinese saying goes.. the old don't go.. the new won't come. So people, get on with life and move on.

I have people lamenting that i changed alot since i left school. I mean, of course? What you expect me to do? Remain the same? LoL! Its the way I am and my social circle certainly expanded alot.
I cant possibly keep in contact with everyone. So i apologise first.

Well, working has been a great experience for me. Well, its not feeling snobbish or whatever, but whenever i talk to my friends still in school.. hmmm~ i feel a generation gap between us. Well.. perhaps its just that they have yet to see the world?
Hypocrites and posers.. Acting to be the bad guy that all the gals in school love.. Wad the hell.. totally hilarious.. grow up kids.

And by the way, don't keep wondering about my girl. She is chinese and she is a canadian expat here. So no, I'm not with any blond or whatever...

out.......

wow..

2006-05-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time..

Wow, its been a long time since i last update my blog. Many things had happened during this duration of time. Hah, damn tired to say it all out. Anyway, I'm going to party all the way leh. diff clubs. those interested one pls notify me. tats all.

Bah Bye.

WoOhOo!!

2006-04-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

WoOHOo!!

Yes! I have finally received the letter from NAFA and my application is a success! =D
School will start in june and orientation is 28,29 and 30th of may.. hahas..

Thats all, and those in my batch, ur O lvl cert and sch magazine is ready for collection liao..

Bah Bye..

Big Bash..

2006-04-06T12:33:00.000+08:00

THE MINISTRY OF SOUND(MOS) BIG BASH -

I'm heading down to the Big Bash @ MOS on 30th of may. Pls, aged 16 and above only.Those interested pls contact me asap. Presale tickets @ $18 plus drink. Those who went with me to Zouk pls come again.

+points
First 1000 holders will have MOS CASHCARD entrance tics. Not those paper crap.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

PLAY PROJEKTS PRESENTS SNOW @ BUTTERFACTORY

Okie, next party will be at the Butterfactory..Haha.. 15th of June. Again, 16 and above only. Again, presale tickets @ $18 plus drink. Those interested pls contact me.

+ points
Bens & Jerry's Ice Cream in house!!!

And not to forget tt snow machine.. lol..

ATT: alcholic drinks will only be served to people with IC that are 18 and above.

I want jia ying. :D

Bah Bye

NAFA..

2006-04-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

Ok, its 4 days after april fools, and people still ask me funny questions.. "you in aust now?" "How is the weather in aust?" "Why u still in sg?" haha, there are many more.. but it would be to siong for me to post them out..

I just appplied for the Arts Management Course in NAFA today.. heading down to submit my application tmr.. so hope i can get through the interview.. :)

thats all..
bye.

Gotcha!!

2006-04-02T15:12:00.000+08:00

Gotcha!! :D

Haha, happy april fools people.. Enjoyed myself last night at steve's farewell party.. And yes, if your still wondering what the hell am I doing here in Singapore.. the answer is simple.. Re read the 2nd 3rd and 4th words of this paragraph again.. hahaha..

Ok, jokes aside, I have my reasons for doing this..

1) I wanna see who are the real friends and who are those bastards...

2) I wanna let everyone enjoy their april fools day.

And yes of course, I've finally found out who are the real friends are and who are the bastards. . Needless to say, to all those losers out there, guys and gals..You wont see me contacting you anytime soon. Freaks..

And this goes out to all my friends. Thank you for letting me see how deep an impact i have in your lives. I've learnt alot of valuable things in this instance. And rest assured I'll benefit from it.
Once again, thank you very much.

*This is an Open Mobilisation Excercise..*

Date: Mon 3rd of Apr.
Movie: Ice Age 2
Location: TBC
Timing: TBC

All personnel who are able to make it pls sms me.

Bah byee..

2006-03-28T18:37:00.000+08:00

Flying Away..

Yup. The debate is finally over. Now for sure i know where i'm going to liao. Leaving for Sydney on April the 2nd. Wow, that fast huh.. At least I still can make it to the farewell party for Steve the night before.. haha..

If i didn't fail my maths, If i just studied that bit harder.. haha, too many if's huh..

Will be going over there for awhile. School term will start in May.. And my parents want me to go "familiarise" myself with the environment there.. ya right.. Staying at my cousin's house.. Went there to study and he end up marrying his girlfriend, needless to say, he doesent want to come back anymore.. haha.. Wonder if I'll be the same as him.. lol..

Ah, you guys must be wondering if I can let everything go here.. Okay, the simple reply is NO.. But I'll have the time too.. besides, there's msn oso.. I guess everything in my life now shall be put on hold.. at least until i come back..(if I ever do). My dream of being a Police Officer shall wait until I'm back.

Too much thing to type it all out.. take care people. Until then..

I didn't forget our date on the first of april.. But it will forever be a fantasy of mine now..

Bah Bye!

Zouk leh!

2006-03-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

Zouk leh!

Okie, this post is a few days late but nevertheless.. Zouk was great.. :D I dun wanna go into detailed explanation because i will get slapped by ladies i know.. hahaha..

On the other hand.. Love is one puzzling thing, there are just to many factors contributing to it and so many that it contributes too.. I guess I'll never know until the day I'm dead.. hahaha..

Zouk out!!

I want my secret wish..

2006-03-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

I want my secret wish..

I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. I want my secret wish.. :D

I really want my secret wish.. haha..

hai...

2006-03-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

Sigh...

Hai~, my ears are sore from all the pulling, and yet i still cant fall asleep in bed.. Toss after toss, thought after thought, I came to one conclusion.. You mean alot to me.. Yes you do.. Believe me.. I'm so sorry for what had happened.. But hey, I really hope you can forgive me.. I love you.. :) And I'm proud of that.. what will come of your decision.. I will accept it..

Girls and boys.. Don't play with fire..
sigh..

Tired...

2006-03-10T01:07:00.000+08:00

Tired...

What a day man.. had a freaking tiring day today.. Worked more than 12 hours on full shift!! Try that.. haha, its the first time i had my experience in a big sale and i really enjoyed it, the atmosphere.. the human rush hour.. what a rush! :)

And most beloved of all, I got a chance to slack today.. haha.. Got to know abit more of that pretty gal.. had 2 breaks with her and we exchanged smses on the floor even though we were like 20 metres apart.. haha, ok abit idiotic perhaps.. But i had great fun anyway..

hah, will be away for camp from the 10 to 12.. so take care people! :)

Bahbye!~

Hmm...

2006-03-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

Hmm...

When will people learn? Hmm, the last time I checked, we are all turning 17 this year. And we can choose to do selective listening and start hitting on others when we don't know the full story yet.. wow.. amazing huh? Being capable is one thing, but being understanding is another.

Disappointing..

hai~..

2006-03-01T02:22:00.000+08:00

Hai~..

I popped the question to her just now..and the answer i got was "not yet".. 1st of april will be the day.. I will know whether i will be the happiest man on earth or I will be the biggest fool ever on earth.. I really dunno what the odds will be like.. By then, I would already have known her for 10 mths ler.. 10 mths of waiting..

Seriously, how many guys out there my age can tell me they waited this long? I'm not grumbling over the long wait, but this certainly proves something, I really really am involved in her.. I hope that we can cherish this next month of friendship that we have.. because i really dont know what will happen next..

I know there will certainly be guys in SA going after her, there will.. but I still believe its possible because my colleague who is in SA can also have a bf from SP. So why not?

10 mths of waiting can all go down the drain because of someone who spends 1 mth with someone everyday.. wow.. imagine this is the scenario that I will face.. But regardless of what happens, I will still wish her the best.. Because of one very simple reason. I love her. Ahh.. Enough of this heartbreaking stuff..

Went back to the office for training today.. Polo Black will be launched on the 2 of March! so people, come on down to try out the new fragrance! No harm trying! Come to me if you are interested.. haha.. Its a nice fragrance.

Okie, gotta go get some sleep ler.. :)

Bah Bye!~

tired..

2006-02-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

Tired...

Hmm, I feeling tired.. woke up at like 4 pm this afternoon? Ok wait before you label me as a log, Its because I slept only at like 7 this morning.. had a long night out playing street soccer and than chatting with the dudes..

Went with my dad to check out the Volvo showroom. Hmm, nice cars they have there.. haha.. Got a letter from the Republic of Singapore Navy explaining the jobs that I'm applicable for if i join them now. Yup now. Siao.. wait long long ah.. Join Navy? seriously, wait long long.. haha..

off i go..
Bah Bye!~

Drink la...

2006-02-22T02:35:00.000+08:00

Drink, Drink, Drink...

Ok, Karaoke was a blast. drink drink drink drink.. omg, anything oso mix and drink.. Of course i didn't forget ying's instructions.. I just drank lotsa chinese tea k.. lol..

Wah, I'm enjoying myself too much man.. this is sinful.. :x
Okie, off now.. feeling tired and i'm running on fumes now..

Bah Bye!~

This sucks..

2006-02-20T15:12:00.000+08:00

This sucks...

Ok, I got this from a forum that i frequent.. I feel sad for this dude man..

It goes like this... I had 2 great friends.

My best mates I would say. X was a boy, and Y was a girl.

X and I didn't really know Y at first, even though we sort of known Y 6 months ago. Then suddenly since last year November, the three of us became good friends. We often went out together for movies and etc. We even walked each other home since we lived close to one another.

Anyway..this went on until January, when I felt that my feelings for Y had slowly crossed the boundaries of a close friend. Anyways..I brushed it off as myself thinking too much la.

Didn't dare to try anything funny too, cause I had a previous experience of BGR which ended pretty badly.

So I didn't ask for much, just hoped that things will stay this way. But after some time when the feeling didn't subside, I thought "Yea...maybe I've really fallen for her". I mean it's like....she was the only one that was able to motivate me to study the subjects I usually hated. She's also the one that made me feel good about myself.

I thought of maybe confessing to her sometime after Valentines. Sometime when I would walk her home at night.

But somehow...there was also slight rumours that my friend X liked Y. Then last week, on the night I decided to tell her about how I feel. My best friend came up to me and told me he confessed to Y the night before yesterday and said Y agreed to be his girlfriend.

My mind just went into a blank la. It was so sudden. I was like..just suddenly lost in nowhere. I still had to force a smile on. And to take photos of both of them together, looking so sweet together. They also said that they regarded me as their best friend, and I was the only one they intended to tell so far. All the more I felt guilty la. It's just so painful to see them together now...(all the more because they insist I tag along with them). I can only force a curl on my lips when I've with them.

Tell me what to do?

Ouch. This is worse than a kick in the balls man. After his post, there

was a debate on whether best friends should evolve into a couple? With a situation like this, at the end of the day, one guy would have to take the bus home himself. This is sad. Damn sad. So does it mean that when a gal tells you that you are her best friend and she is comfortable with this situation for now, its over?

Pls feel free to air your views on the board. :)

Bah Bye!~

THink singapore is gun free? Think again..

2006-02-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

Think Singapore is gun free? Think again..

A 41-year-old Chinese man was found dead with gunshot wounds at his flat this morning. On 15 Feb 2006 at about 7.10 am , Police responded to a call that someone had been shot at Blk 223 Serangoon Ave 4. A 41-year-old businessman who resided in the flat, was found bleeding and lying face down on the floor in the study room. He was pronounced dead at the scene at 7.50am.

Earlier at about 6.55 am , a man had entered the flat armed with a gun. The victim's wife, teenaged daughter and maid were tied up and the house was ransacked. A few shots were heard and the victim was fatally wounded. The victim’s wife, daughter and maid were unhurt. The man then ran out of the door towards an unknown direction. Police are currently on the look out for the suspect. He is believed to be Chinese in his late 30s to 40s, and is described as plump built, about 1.7 m tall. He is wearing a black round-neck T-shirt with some wordings, black pants and black shoes. He was also sporting a black cap and appeared to be blind in his right eye. He fled the house carrying a blue-coloured denim handbag which is believed to contain cash and jewellery taken from the house.

Members of the public who spot anyone fitting the description of the suspect are advised to call the Police immediately. They should not approach the suspect as he may be dangerous.

Together with the toto robbery earlier this month.. it just makes me wonder.. Is Singapore really that safe? Crime rate last year increased.. Regardless of whether it is an isolated incident or not, the public should always be vigilant and on the lookout. Don't risk it, Report it. Remember, low crime dosen't mean no crime. The public plays a part in keeping our country safe. Take care and hope the suspect will be caught soon.

Bah Bye!~

Life goes on..

2006-02-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

Life goes on...

Wow.. friday the 10th of feb is the day when i will receive my results..
Okay.. not expecting much.. just want to get into Poly..
Luckily I have work.. Its great and I'm enjoying every second of it.. the people, colleauges.. customers.. supervisors.. ahh.. Infact i think i will miss working life more than school life when i start poly.. And the catch is, I get paid to do this! :)
Got to know great people all over..

And another reminder for you guys.. Vday is next tuesday..nope not veteran's day but valentine's day.. Will be working on that day.. no special events lined up.. haha.. until then..

Bah Bye!~

title..

2006-02-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

CNY..

Wow, the long weekend is over just like that.. haha, went to work today! enjoyed myself.. have been telling alot of people that i don't miss school.. that is really the truth.. perhaps i was under too much stress then..Now i feel liberated.. haha..

Hmm, oh no.. she is attached.. nooo~.. haha.. one beautiful flower picked by someone else.. 1 min condolence everyone..
anyway.. saw this somewhere..

Love her for a reason.
And let the reason be her..

Go ponder over it guys.. ;)

Bah Bye..!~

Happy CNY!!

2006-01-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY!!

Yes!! It is the time for ang paos again..!! I hereby wish all a very happy and prosperous Chinese New Year!! May all those studying get good results and all those working be successful in their work!

For the first time, I'm actually looking forward to work! hahas.. I can only hope that she is not attached.. please please please... =)
3 more days to the start of work.. haha..
My wish for chinese new year is to get many ang paos and also her..

Bah Bye!~

...

2006-01-25T02:36:00.000+08:00

I'm distracted...

I can't focus when you are around.. I can't keep my eyes off you.. I fumble when i speak.. I stumble when i am wrapping the product at the cashier.. This is for you.. ;)

You're just too good to be true.

Can't take my eyes off of you.

You'd be like heaven to touch.

I wanna hold you so much.

At long last love has arrived.

And I thank God I'm alive.

You're just too good to be true.

Can't take my eyes off of you.

Pardon the way that I stare.

There's nothing else to compare.

The sight of you leaves me weak.

There are no words left to speak.

But if you feel like I feel.

Please let me know that it's real.

You're just too good to be true.

Can't take my eyes off of you.

I need you baby, if it's quite all right, I love you baby, you warm a lonely night.

I love you baby.. Trust in me when I say~

It's OK: Oh pretty baby, don't let me down I pray.

Oh prettybaby, now that I found you, stay.

And let me love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby....

back from up north..

2006-01-23T23:54:00.000+08:00

Back from up North..

Hi people, got back from the trip up north yesterday.. to lazy to post until now.. haha..The whole trip was great.. I really had a great time.. Made up some valuable time in catching up with my relatives over there.. Great atmosphere too.. I needed a break from my hectic lifestyle in singapore.. luckily this came along..

180km/h.. as my dad stepped his foot harder on the accelerator, the indicator went up to 200km/hr.. woo! the adrenaline rush was great.. traffic was light on the NS Highway though.. probably because it was during the non peak hours.. Attended the wedding and went to chat with my cousins there.. talked about the difference in our lives.. The enjoyment I had in this journey is too much for me to describe here..

I would like to wish all m relatives well and take care people.. =)

Bah bye..

Tired..

2006-01-21T01:49:00.000+08:00

Moving on...

Wah, where to start? Its been a very long day for me.. Started my day at 8am in the morning.. went to work the morning shift today.. went to relief my colleague.. haha.. chatted for awhile at work.. den rushed back home to change and prepare for training today.. after that.. most of my afternoon was spent in school.. den went to macdonald's for dinner with the rest.. den back home to offload my things and went to play football.. after that.. went to chomp chomp for supper.. den went to kopitiam to chill.. den now i'm home typing this entry.. haha.. certainly a looong day huh..

Heading up to malacca tomorrow with my dad.. relative's wedding.. will be back on sunday..
Well, I'm coping well i guess.. without work.. I dunno if i could have pulled through.. still missing you.. but i guess its time to move on.. haha.. arh.. ok man, i gotta go sleep becos tomorrow will be another long day..

Bah Bye!~

I saw someone...

2006-01-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

I saw someone...

Wah, today is a very tiring day for me..Slept late yesterday night even though i had the morning shift today.. bad idea..hahaha..
Work was mundane today.. during the morning briefing, our supervisor told us of a customer complaint.. She said: " Yesterday, one of the customers asked one of our promoters where is a particular brand located.. the reply he got was.. " You cannot find where.. I know where meh?! "
WTF? Where is this fella's brain? Dont you know that in this line of service its customers first? brainless seah.. -_-"

Luckily it wasnt a promoter from my floor.. When morning briefing was held.. i felt damn awkward.. the whole floor of about 50 promoters.. only 2 are guys.. including me..the rest are ladies..feel damn out.. haha.. kept trying to siam this lady from P & J's.. she keep staring at me ocassionally from the time i stepped into the sales floor until she went home.. during the briefing she kept moving closer to me..and i kept moving away from her.. scary seah..haha..

Went to Food Republic for my lunch.. was rushing to meet my friend.. and when i was riding the escalator to level 2.. guess who was in front of me.. hmm Sun Yan Zi.. hahaha.. she was speaking loudly to her friend and when she turned around.. i was naturally curious to find out who was this lady talking so loudly.. I stared at her and got stunned for a moment.. wait a mintue.. isnt this Sun Yan Zi? hahaha.. never said anything even though we stared at each other for like 2 seconds and then went off liao..

Today OT 1 hr .. -_-""" becos of the price tag problem.. tmr all perfumes prices going up.. den must change all the tags.. wah kao.. sianz seah..
okok.. nothing more to say.. so..

Bah Bye!~

Stop! Checkpoint..

2006-01-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

Stop! Checkpoint..

Below are the dates for all the poly open houses..

Republic Polytechnic--> 14,15,16 and 17 Jan.

Temasek Polytechnic--> 19,20 and 21 Jan.

Nanyang Polytechnic--> 19,20 and 21 Jan.

Singapore Polytechnic--> 19,20 and 21 Jan.

Ngee Ann Polytechnic--> 2,3 and 4 Feb.

Who wanna go pls tell me we go together.. thanks..

Ok, now its time for my blog entry.. never blog for days so I will have a long one today..After this.. I will not blog for a while oso..unless something significant happens..

Every now and then.. you will take a pause from your busy lifestyle and look back on what you have done.. today.. for me.. was one of those days..
I have already completed 10 long years of education..

People ask me.. is working easier than schooling? I'll say no..
Do I miss school life? no.. i prefer working even though it is tougher..
I really want to thank those who have helped me along the way when i first started my job.. without all those guidance.. I would not have survived this long..
I've met alot a great people since i started work.. without these people.. work would be so boring.. thanks dudes and babes! :)

Even though work has been tough, without it, i would not know what will happen to me.. At least i have something to bury my worries into.. divert my attention away from the sad things to my job.. but every now and then, we will get flashes of the past enter our mind.. even though we try our very best to get over them..
Ah.. wad the heck.. its over.. let us all move on..

Bah Bye!~

CNY is coming!!

2006-01-07T19:31:00.000+08:00

CNY is coming!!

Chinese New Year is coming!! Haha, ang pao time.. woo..
Hmm, just got home from Sim Lim Square.. Went there with a couple of instructors to buy our personal two way radios.. got the motorola FV500 i think.. not bad.. looks sporty and rugged.. And the best thing is i can communicate with blackie who lives a few blocks away from me.. haha!

Yesterday was CCA day.. not bad la... this year's enrolment is quite ok..
tomorrow working afternoon shift again.. hope to have good sales!
Ok until then..

Bah Bye!!

Are you ready?

2006-01-04T20:01:00.000+08:00

Are you ready?

As I was busy cleaning my counter before the department store opens for business today, the PA system was broadcasting 98.7fm live to all of us preparing for the start of the day.. As most of you shld know by now, the 2 DJs were discussing about the mock bombings that will be condcted sometime soon.. A thought then came to my mind.. Are Singaporeans ready to handle such an event? Do they know what to do when it happens for real?

As I was heading home from work, the PA system on the train broadcasted in the four local languages asking for people to report any suspicious activity or items if they see them.. As the announcement was playing, I took a look around and to my suprise, almost every single person in the same carriage as me made an effort to look out for suspicious packages.. Everyone was staring into every single plastic bag they have in sight.. :) I hope I'm not one of the lucky ones to be affected by this excercise.. I don't wish to be late for work.. well, I can only cross my fingers now.. haha..

As for the new year, I find it weird yet fun that I'm heading to work instead of heading to school.. Which is what i had done for the past 10 years of my life..
Work has its pros and cons too.. You need to see your customer's face.. your supervisor's face.. your colleague's face.. everyone's face! In school, as long as you follow the rules you are safe.. in work, you must watch yourself.. you can get your ass burnt anytime.. Anytime..

Although working has its cons, its positive side is also fufilling too.. I'm enjoying my work even though i need to smile for 8 hours a day while maintaining a standing posture.. You have more freedom also, instead of the spoon feeding you get in school, you learn how to solve YOUR problems, yourself.. Of course, my eyes have been getting a treat every single day i go to work also.. haha..

So, for those still schooling this year.. dont think that working is easier than schooling.. let me warn you first.. And those working.. pls contact me we can have lunch or dinner break together thanks..haha..

Bah Bye..

hello 2006 :)

2006-01-01T01:37:00.000+08:00

Hello 2006 :)

Happy New Year everyone.. Please stick to your new year resolutions.. :)
I have not update my blog for sometime and will continue to do so as I'll be quite busy working..
Hmm, work is tough but manageble.. I need to memorise the prices and brands and so many stuff..
Not to mention, i have some pretty beautiful colleagues.. Distract me from my work.. :P
Omg, talking abt beautiful colleagues, I would like to especially thank E. E has been so good to me..
Really seah, without her teaching me all my stuff.. i think i mati already..

Oh yes, so much for the ah bengs asking for her hp number.. haha!
Pls come back n work ok? We all waiting for results nothing to do oso mar.. Besides, i have the dreaded full shift this mth.. argh!! puii...

Ok, enuff of work, for all people who want to look for wad i'm selling pls contact me i will recommend u.. Ok la, tmr working again.. pui pui pui.. ok.. Have a nice day!

:)
Bah Bye!~

PS: To the lady wearing purple top and purple mini skirt outside paragon at about 4.20pm today.. I'm so so so sorry for bumping into you.. It was raining and we tried our best to avoid each other..Unfortunately we collided.. Hmm, it was raining heavily at tt time so i had no time to apologise to you.. so if ur reading this forgive me.. haha.. sorry..

start work liao...

2005-12-28T17:08:00.000+08:00

>------<

Hmm.. Its 3 days to the new year! And what's on my mind now..
New Year celebrations? nope..
New Year resolutions? nope..
Her? nope..
I'm actually worrying about my first day of work tmr! ahh.. How leh How leh? Tmr start work liao... I'm excited yet abit sian oso.. lol..

Oh btw, I've read the book and I know the ending..hmm..
It is a so so ending..Dunno how to describe it out.. haha..

Bah Bye!~
I want you.. Yes I do..

bo title lar..

2005-12-27T04:06:00.000+08:00

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Hoho, well wassup people..its just 4 days left to 2006 leh.. For all I Believe You readers..
I have bought and received the book. :) woo! I'm gonna start reading it right from the start..
Was at YJ's house today.. well erm yesterday.. we were discussing about next year's activities and also this year's UOPA.. closing it all up.. The year is ending.. hmm before I go on with my long compo.. I shall leave my reflections for another day..haha..

Ok, I'm available for booking on the 31st.. anyone who has activities already please notify me if you think i can go.. thanks.. :)

Bah Bye!~
I wan jy..

CV...

2005-12-24T19:56:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve...

Hmm.. Ok, just came back from a chalet today.. Changi! lol.. not a bad place for a chalet.. but it is better than east coast in my opinion.. Was still sleeping like a log when junli called me a couple of times in the afternoon.. argh.. was hoping to sleep a little longer though.. darn just couldn't.. haha!

Woke up in the end and decided to go to the chalet.. not mush there.. just kept eating and had a chat with jack daniel's.. Woo! not bad huh.. this is when the funny part comes in.. R got real drunk.. totally drunk and owned man.. Omg, he was saying things he didn't knew.. hahaha! Totally hilarious.. i just couldn't stop laughing.. So after that the rest of the group came and we played the usual card games bla bla bla.. when a big group of them went home, half of them went to sleep, 3 of us decided to head down to CV which was just 10 mins walk away.. manage to caught a glimpse of some ah guas.. whiskey tango foxtrot seah.. totally turned off.. lol..

Ltr went back and ended up talking crap until dawn den went home.. After washing up i just K.O. on the bed.. too shacked.. hmm, today is christmas eve and i'll be spending it at home.. no parties though.. because i dont celebrate christmas.. It is too comercialised these days..
If only they had countdowns and parties on vesak day eve and deepavali eve huh? :)
Ok, gtg ler..

Bah Bye..

ps: I miss jy..

I believe you...

2005-12-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

I Believe You...

Ok, time to introduce to you a novel.. I Believe You is about a Junior College girl who believes that she has a curse. A male classmate enters her life and tries to change her belief...

Joanna Fung is the envy of many girls: She studies at a top Junior College, has a girl-next-door look and has good results. However, deep on her heart, she holds a secret: She believes that she has a curse. She believes that every bad thing she said will come true.
Jacky Wu is an ideal price charming: He is good in his studies and has girls waiting to hold his hand. He smiles every few minutes and often cracks jokes. However, he, too, holds a deep secret.
When their paths crossed, an unexpected romantic love story takes place...

For more on it, pls refer to the link i have on the last section of my blog.

It is a very romantic story with a nice twist to it accompanied by the local flavour of Singapore.. Its a nice read for someone who is madly in love or for someone who is mourning the failure of their past relationship..

Even if you are none os those above.. This book is still great to kill time.. :)

For those who read it, please leave a comment on my tag board about how you feel regarding the story.. thanks!

Bah Bye!~

king kong..

2005-12-21T04:12:00.000+08:00

King Kong

Okay, went to watch king kong yest.. or was it the day before? Arh nvm lol.
I have to say, the show totally sucked man.. Wtf, ok forumites say that i'm a hardcore critic.. but.. the film is too fake for me.. and the script was just.. err crap..
alot of loopholes too.. not a nice movie at all..

Haha, after watching the movie at J8 den went with the rest to Toa Payoh to play pool..
hmm not bad lar.. except my form was somewhere in heaven.. played like utter crap.. haha.. but nevertheless, enjoyed myself fiddling with yh's nano.. woots, thats a cool gadget.. i think creative lose out to Apple's Ipod on this point.. purely the style of it.. Ipod one looks cool whereas Creative looks like for a ah beng.. lol.. but who cares? Support local brands man.. okie enuff of my crap..

Bah Bye!~

abcdefg lar..

2005-12-18T03:23:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to grandma!!

Hmm ok.. went back to grandma's hse today... oh well yest.. haha its 3am now..
Yep, that place brings back memories.. grew up there.. Wah today alot of people.. woo.. packed like hell.. spent like half the time playing with my baby cousin.. she is only 9 mths old.. haha freaking cute man.. and she is very active..hmm guys personality huh.. cant blame her also.. So many cousins.. all guys except 3 ladies including her.. haha! ratio of male to females is like erm 13 : 3 haha..

Oh wells, was telling L the other night.. I have the sudden urge to date JC ladies.. haha! So any JC ladies looking for a fling.. my contacts are on the other section.. hahaha.. I sooo gonna get spanked..=P

N level results are coming out on monday! Well best of luck to those collecting results..

Bah Bye!~

Not Fair..

2005-12-16T05:50:00.000+08:00

How to make your partner happy..

To keep a woman happy, a man only needs to be:

1. a friend

2. a companion

3. a lover

4. a brother

5. a father

6. a master

7. a chef

8. an electrician

9. a carpenter

10. a plumber

11. a mechanic

12. a decorator

13. a stylist

14. a sexologist

15. a gynecologist

16. a psychologist

17. a pest exterminator

18. a psychiatrist

19. a healer

20. a good listener

21. an organiser

22. a good father

23. very clean

24. sympathetic

25. athletic

26. warm

27. attentive

28. gallant

29. intelligent

30. funny

31. creative

32. tender

33. strong

34. understanding

35. tolerant

36. prudent

37. ambitious

38. capable

39. courageous

40. determined

41. true

42. dependable

43. passionate

WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:

44. give her compliments regularly

45. love shopping

46. be honest

47. be very rich

48. not stress her out

49. not look at other girls

AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:

50. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself

51. give her lots of time, especially time for herself

52. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes

IT IS VERY IMPORTANT:

53. Never to forget: * birthdays * anniversaries * arrangements she makes and....

HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY!!! :

1. Give him lots of SEX

2. Feed him well

3. Let him have the remote control

4. Leave him in peace.

DEF..

2005-12-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

Ah, its over. She said so. Over Over Over. Been listening to Jay Chou's Jian Dan Ai the whole day.. Hah.. if only love was that simple.. Well, i guess that is not true huh.. I had to respect her decision though. Its better this way.. I have to agree with this. But however, we have not tasted the feeling of what it is if we were together.. Perhaps it would be better? hmm.. I dunno lar.. very tiring just to have the thought of it.. bah..

Ahh.. Have you all seen a perfect match? As in the guy is very handsome and the gal is very pretty? Hmm.. besides celebrity relationships which do not last.. Any perfect couple out there? My neighbour is a year older than me.. she has the perfect body.. perfect legs.. great features.. however, her first bf which she brought home is like.. wah lao.. i dunno how to describe man.. err, for those who know how ugly I am.. FYI, he is worse.. haha.. I finally found someone worse.. lol.. jkjk.. Ok lar, he is really wah.. theres no words to describe man..

The only reason I can think of her dating him is err.. $$ yep. He drives a car. And ok lar, perhaps he really won her over after a damn long courtship who knows.. haha.. So lets return to the main point.. Is there any perfect match out there?

Personally, I dun care about the gal's feature la..if her character and inner self can win me over.. I will gladly tell everyone she is my gf.. no prob with it.. Ok, i think i shall leave it here.

Bah Bye!~
To that special girl out there: I never gave up...

What is wrong...

2005-12-12T16:00:00.000+08:00

What is going on...

Man.. can someone please tell me? I wanted to let it go before..
You told me its not worth it.. We talked throughout the night on this.. You said I was this close..

Now, I did not gave up.. Instead, I tried my best and put in my all..
Then.. you chose to drop me this bomb.. You say you dont deserve me.. wad the..
I feel like I'm on a roller coaster ride with you.. I can feel every single jerk.. Its so real.. What do you want me to do now? Oh please.. thats a damn pathetic reason la..
I told you that I'm to lowly for you and you dismissed that right out of my mouth.. Now you are using the same tactic to tell me this..

Freak man.. I dunno how to describe my emotions.. Dissapointed? a little.. Angry? a little.. Sad? a little.. Happy? Certainly not.. What the hell is going on? I felt really hurt when you said that yest night lar.. And please stop saying sorry.. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry... No use.. It just hurts me more.

I did call this morning.. And unfortunately the answer was no..
I'm beginning to think that perhaps it was right afterall for me to let go..
I cant be bothered liao.. just let things come n go.. if it really is meant to be i believe something will happen lar..

Bah Bye!~

ABC..

2005-12-10T17:15:00.000+08:00

Ok, today is a No Action day for me.. stayed at home to rest. I did not blog yesterday so i shall talk about yest bah.

Ok, went to back to school to help out in training.. Ended up playing water games all day.. woohoo! haha, kept splashing water at the cadets.. quite fun la.. I got wet after awhile.. Never brought any extra clothings err..

Ok, time for my daily thoughts.. I will be the first to give you flowers. I will reach the top of that building. I will... =)

Bah Bye!~

Special Report: D-Day

2005-12-08T14:54:00.000+08:00

Special Report: D-Day for Man Utd

Amidst the overcast glowing red night sky, I decided to take a short nap before waking up in time for Champion's League action. The sound of thunder and flashes of lightning greeted me as I awoke. I took a quick glance out the window and was immediately hit in the face by the strong winds. The aura of disaster loomed in the air...

My mind was totally occupied by her. I quickly smsed princess to tell her to sleep tight with her blanket over her. She would have been asleep when she received the message but I still smsed her.. Oh wells.. Anyway.. Wearing my brand new jersey, I switched on the TV in time for the match between Manchester United and Benfica. I thought we had a great chance of qualifying into the knock out stage like we have done so for the past 11 seasons.. Unfotunately, I was proven wrong..

Great Start

We started well, and just 6 mins into the game. Paul scholes scored a goal. However, the devils game began to fall apart at that very moment. I was anxiously switching channels between Villareal vs Lille and Man Utd vs Benfica. The 4 teams in group D, with the infamous name of the group of death. With only 2 points seperating between the 4 teams, whoever wins their match tonight will send them into the last 16. However, it was not to be.

The point of failure

Just 10 mins after the first goal, Benfica lit up the stadium in cheers since the silence after Paul Scholes goal. They went on to score another before half time, sending the teams off to their dressing rooms with tension. SAF said that Park and Saha were to come on, offering the devils another option to get the vital goal that they needed.

A glimmer of hope

Over at Villareal's home ground, supporters erupt in cheers as their team went 1 goal up. Which means, the devils only needed an equaliser to ease thru into the final 16. Home boy Christiano Ronaldo was taken off the pitch to be replaced by Asian Park Ji Sung. The home boy certainly did not had the support of his fellow countrymen.. Pointing his middle finger at the crowd before he went off, he certainly failed to change the outcome of the game. He failed to perform up to expectations in his home country.

Last moments

As the time slowly ticked by, I was very disappointed by the time wasting tactics of the Benfica team. I swore, that was the most time I used F**k in my whole life. As Villareal had done their part to hold on to their lead, Man Utd failed to equalise. Which means one thing, the devils are out of the champion's league. A huge disappointment as the fifth english team failed to qualify. United ended up last on the table, not only going home out of the league, they are going home out of Europe as the 3rd place Lille took the UEFA cup placing.

What went wrong?

Losing an estimated 15 million pounds for failing to qualify into the Champions league, Sir Alex could expect to lose more than sponsorships. His job may very well be on the line. The last time Man Utd failed to qualify was 11 seasons ago, when a win in their last match came to no avail as top in table then Barcelona took the placing from the devils. And coincidentally, Benfica's coach was also in that Barca squad 11 seasons ago. Is he a jinx? I'll let you figure that out.

The home crowd certainly played a big part. After Paul's first goal, "It was like someone pressed the mute switch" quoted from one of the commentators. It was after the return goal from benfica that the satdium of light erupted into cheers again..

Pure bad luck also played its part. With a lack lusture performance by Man Utd, they tried and gave it their all. But ultimately, they failed. Awkwardly, it was against Benfica when legend George Best made it world famous. Returning home to England, United have to mourn more than just the passing of Best, but also the passing of an era..
Author: Darren Foo

For your information, I'm a man utd supporter and will always be..
Pls leave your comments on my crapbox.

Glory be with the Devil's!

Wad title?

2005-12-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

Tiring day.. Couldn't slept at all last night.. dozed off in the living room.. den decided to go up to
sleep. But then.. for some particular reason, I couldn't sleep. So, went online.. realised there was
champion's league action. I went down to watch.. Stupid match.. chelsea vs liverpool was so
boring.. The score ended up 0-0.. Disappointing.. hahaha..

Hmm, so after the match ended, I went up to try to sleep again.. Dang.. still cannot sleep! toss n
turn.. closing my eyes hoping to sleep. freak! i realised the sun had already risen n i still cant sleep! Arhh... finally somtime after the sunrise.. I fell asleep.. haha..

Woke up at around 1 plus in the afternoon after junli called.. Went down to play pool.. haha
holiday promotion.. price was cheap.. Played for awhile den end up at home typing this blog
entry now.. heading out for dinner later..

Oh and one thing, I just realised someone changed her blogskin.. Thats great news to me.. haha..
Take care ya..

Bah Bye!~

Breaking News!!!

2005-12-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

We interupt this to bring you a piece of breaking news! FYI, we have got new leads and the apparent help from resolution 1314 has resulted in the continuation of OPERATION IWANYOU.

As I speak, our forces are on their way back from camp and will launch a raid at any moment. This is it.. I need to treasure this chance and fight for happiness. Haha. No one will stop me now.. I will stop at no cost. If this mission were to fail, i have no regrets at all. Because i gave it my all..
Pls wait for me. I have 20 more storeys to climb. And I'll be there. I hope. hahaha.. ok this is the end of the interruption. You all can revert back to wad you were originally doing.

Oh, I would like to say one last thing..

I got my Man Utd away blue jersey.. woohoo! yes!

=)
Bah Bye!~

New Day

2005-12-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Its a new day and a new beginning! Haha..

I got my Man Utd away blue jersey.. woohoo! yes!

I got my Man Utd away blue jersey.. woohoo! yes!

I got my Man Utd away blue jersey.. woohoo! yes!

I got my Man Utd away blue jersey.. woohoo! yes!

I got my Man Utd away blue jersey.. woohoo! yes!

Lastly, I would like to say..

I got my Man Utd away blue jersey.. woohoo! yes!

Bah Bye!~

Gone..

2005-12-04T18:12:00.000+08:00

Gone.. Its gone..
What do you do when you feel frustrated?

What do you do when you feel helpless?

What do you do when you feel unwanted?

What do you do when you feel useless?

What do you do when its gone?

I just realised, that i made the biggest mistake ever in my life. But whats done has been done. I cant rewind the clock.

"Behind every challege you conquered, theres another one waiting for you.."
I've tried my best.. and probably the lack of sleep has influence in this.. but anyways..

She can breath without me.

She can smile without me.

She can live without me.

So why am i even there in the first place? I finally found the answer. I'm there to learn that I'm not supposed to be there. Confusing? No its not.
"Thank you" "I dont know what to do without you" What are those? Just a tool to keep me alive i guess.. What am I? Just another normal guy... Who is he? Not just another guy. He is everything!

Why would someone be willing to sacrifice his or her life because of one man?

Why would someone be willing to screw up his or her life because of one man?

Why would someone be willing to give up everything for just one man?

Is that Love?

Love means dying for some one who dumped you?

Love means failing your exams and giving stress to yourself all for a person who dumped you?

Love means letting someone slip by for a man who dumped you?

Before anyone of you answer those question marks I have above. I would like to tell you something first. Dont bother.

Why? Because I gave up on myself. Simple as that.

I failed.

I gave up.

I was useless.

I was selfish.

I was retarded.

I screwed up.

Making your way up to the summit is a challenge. But coming down from it is another challenge by itself.

I need a good slap in my face to wake me up.
World peace...

Operation has been suspended.

2005-12-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

Operation Iwanyou has been suspended until further notice.
Ok, before I get bombarded with questions. I shall state my answer. This decision is made after a discussion and is mutually agreed by both parties. Both sides have been notified and after a discussion, the conclusion is that for the best of mam.. It would be better for me to suspend the operation. This is my answer and it will remain the same until the operation has been cancelled or revived.

Ok, just came to blog today to say paiseh for being too tired yesterday and in the end never go watch movie. Haha.. really sorry. Next point, I will be starting work soon i guess.. still waiting for my mum to tie up the loose ends. When work comes.. not much time to spend online anymore.. so maybe I'll blog less too. Other than that.. I'll still be available on my hp i hope. Ok thats all.

Bah Bye!~

Whiskey Tango Foxtrot?

2005-12-02T19:41:00.000+08:00

Whiskey Tango Foxtrot? Over. Haha, I leave you to decipher what that chain of phonetic alphabets mean. Went back to school today. Was back there to help out in my cca lar. Went back after some last mintue notification. Got the call like 10 hrs before. Whiskey Tango Foxtrot! Haha, got to school without sleep the whole day before. Hoho, bad decision.. BAD decision..

Was following one of the CI's back to school when I slowly walked in to school. I can feel like thousands of eyes staring at me.. hmm.. its like everyone got shocked.."huh? wads Darren doing here?!" muhaha.. nice feeling.. shock people. Ok, nothing much today actually.. ended up just doing very little because of the attendence. It is pathetically low.. Its just demoralising to even count.. argh.. So I got abit bored and somehow ended up listening to hei se mao yi on one of the laptops.. knn f**k upside down by one of them because they heard this song the whole night in a chalet and I was repeating it in the morning again.. haha! Alamak, the song nice wad.. cannot blame man..

Anyway, listen to songs oso bored.. so ended up listening to Tua Peh Kong's stories of him during his NS days. He is our HO and served his NS in the SPF. So it was great to hear him tell us all those funny stories while he was serving the force.. haha.. we were all laughing like hell.. Man, what do you get with Tua peh kong + SPF + Geylang? Freaking funny.. lol.
Hmm, overall its nice to be back, but I have still yet to make the decision to come back. Haiz must see first. haha. Ok la.. I'm running on booster power. Just woke up from a short nap. very tired.

Bah Bye!~

Update..

2005-11-29T15:56:00.000+08:00

Hohoho!! Today I'm trapped at home.. well for now at least. Cousins and aunties are flooding my house.. Hmm.. Unscheduled visit. Heh heh.. As I type out my words, mam is watching movie now.. Hmm.. Sorry mam, I saw ur BIG hint.. However.. family matters. Apologize first.. k?

I need to pull out my Resolution 1314 liao.. This Operation is very hard to accomplish, but nevertheless, I will give it my all. She is challenging. But me like challenges.. lol, I swear, once i get you.. you shall never leave my arms. =P

Hmm, the other day, I was quite sleepy at night after a day of gaming.. however, I just woke up and went to the com. When I log in, guess who i saw.. mam is oso online!! =) Today morning, for some mysterious reason, I woke up at 1030 hrs.. hmm ok all dont get shock first.. I oso dunno why i woke up so early.. and again for some reason, I went online.. guess who i saw.. heh heh, my beloved mam!! lol.. Man, this is weird..

Ok lar.. i seriously missed the way you say "ok" lol.. so cute haha..
Ahhh.. so bored at home.. Probably gonna work at taka with my mum soon.. so all pls pay me a visit when u go to orchard hor!
Dang.. freakin bored at home.. shall go out for pool ltr.. =P

Bah Bye!~

What a story...

2005-11-27T14:33:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Man oh man.. I'm feeling very happy today.. I haven felt like this in a long time..
I had many enjoyable times, playing pool and winning.. haha.. crapping with friends.. but i just haven felt this feeling in a very long time.

I'm not very good with words in front of you, but I would really like to say that I admire your character. You have come this far now, please promise me that you wont ever do such stupid things again. I was actually just a person living under a stone all this while... Finally stepped out and understood what the world was really like. I'm listening to your idol's album as I type this out. There is this overwhelming feeling. But I just cant describe it. Its not sad, nor happy. Man, words can't describe this.. I just discovered a new feeling.. =)

Time changes people. That is a very important message that i learnt last night. I'm sorry for the going overseas part, but heh.. It turned out to be true right. LoL. I feel so honoured to know someone like you. For a lazy pig like me, I actually didn't mind spending the whole night talking to you. 5 hours seems like just half an hour.. Omg, i need to be sent to a halfway house. I think this addiction is getting out of hand. =P

Ok lar, time for something more official. =P
OPERATION IWANYOU has commenced.
After a looong briefing from the boss early this morning, I finally got the signal to carry out the operation. =P Hmm... I was abit slow at first, but finally understood the signal to move ahead. haha..

Mission Objective:
--Recapture the captive and free her from the enemy.

Parameters:
--Enemy is not to be harmed. (He needs to be kept alive to see how happy she is without him)

Ok, battle of order is as the following:
Our armed forces will need to have a combined effort in this Operation.

~Airborne troops will do a heli-insertion and drop down into target location.
~Seaborne troops will appear via the canal and conduct covert operations along the bank of the river.
~Landborne troops will form a perimeter around target location.

As a backup, the members of the security council in the United Crappers Nations (UNC) has passed Resolution 1314. Resolution 1314 agrees that in an event of any crisis, additional forces will be deployed to aid in the recapture of the captive. As she is the most important girl in the world now ( Well at least to me k! =P) we will stop at no cause to free her.

My dear little pig, please hang on, cause I'm coming to get you! =)

Bah Bye!~

Back!

2005-11-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

I'm back from the chalet. Within a short span of 24hrs, I've done too many things to be detailed here. So, I'm just gonna give a summary of what i did. Went to the chalet, played football, killed cockroaches, walked, cycled, played cards. Highlights of the chalet was that I cycled with dan to 7-11. Wah, it was pretty refreshing in the early morning hrs when cycling. Little people and the wind was very cooling. Went into the neighbouring chalet which was full of girls. Apparently xiao qiang paid them a visit and I was invited to help them remove it.

Hmm, the chalet was also a good time for me to sit down and slowly think seriously what I'm going to do in the next few months and also where to move on with my life. I don't understand you. I have been waiting sincerely for the past few months, and I felt that I was treated like a spare tire. I didn't mind it at all. But I think it would be too much on me. Perhaps we were not meant to be? I think I'm too low of a guy for you. You deserve better.

You sensed that I was going to just let go of my grip and fall down the cliff. I was giving up. But you asked me why. I felt a happy at first, because you actually cared about the situation. I have been clinging on for some time, waiting for rescue to arrive. Waiting.. Unfortunately, nothing came.. Now I'm on the brink of letting go. Perhaps its the right thing to do. Hanging on for so long, with no sign of help arriving. We should really have a nice long chat on this. That is if its ever possible.

Hah, enough of all this depressing stuff. I need to go rest now. Very tired.

Models Galore!

2005-11-23T21:34:00.000+08:00

Today was a very busy day yes. Thought I could rest welll after O's. No way man. Woke up in the afternoon and played NFSMW. Yes, I'm no. 13 on the blacklist liao. Haha.. Now I have 3 cars. Lexus IS330, Mitsubishi Eclispe and Toyota Supra. I won the Supra from Vic who lost to me. Note, all of the cars are all heavily tuned, and dun look like the stock versions. I will try to get screen shots onto my com and post them here. Wait till I have the time bah.

After playing for a few hours, dad came back and told me to get ready to go out ltr tonight. Apparently tmr there is a function and I was suppose to accompany him to bring the products to let the models try on. Hmm, there were a few models present. And pls dont think dirty, all of them are like 5 years older than me. =P

I'll be gone tmr for the chalet. Will be back on friday. Wah, dammit la gonna be damn tired.
Ok, thats all got to go ler.

Bah Bye!~

Warzone.

2005-11-23T00:42:00.000+08:00

WoOHOo!! Its over le! I finally finished what i spent 10 years for. I wanna say a big thank you to all who have been with me and supported me for the past 10 years. All teachers who taught me, thank you very much!

Hmm.. it was pretty fun today, after O's played football for awhile and then joined the others to play pool. Ok la, win the majority of the games. =) Came home and decided to play NFSMW! wah, its a hell of a game. Will say more another time.

Its like a warzone today. People burning uniforms, entry proofs n wadever. hahaha.. Ok la, back to NFS! will try to bring screenshots here.

Bah Bye!~

1 last day!

2005-11-21T19:09:00.000+08:00

Did my D&T paper today. Its manageble. I expect to pass liao.
As you all know... *&@^# @#*$
*$#@*^@...........

** We interupt this blog entry due to an urgent msg from our president**

Ladies and gentlemen, I as the president of the United States of Crap hereby urge all non involved personnel to leave town as of now. As I talk to you, our forces are gearing up for the invasion of "town". The ultimatium for terrorists is up. You will now see an invasion of young men and women, who have been training hard for the past 10 years.

We will not forget what we suffered. The terror of being asked to clean our classrooms, the terror of us watching our comrades getting totured and caned, the terror of having to live under the dictatorship of our leaders. This shall now all end!

To my soldiers. Stop at no cost. Take over "town" and enjoy yourself. We have trained for 10 years. We shall accomplish this mission together.
To all outsiders, you are either with us, or against us. Terror or Freedom? Choose one.

Operation Liberation will commence at 1500 hrs.
Vive la Revolucion !~

**Sorry for any inconvinience caused. We will now revert back to the blog entry**

Ok, what an impressive msg huh.... =) Vive la Revolucion!~
Ok, an update on my after O's activities. I will be going for 2 star kayaking course liao.
My PPCDL course is also more or less confimed. Anyone still interested pls contact me thanks.

Tmr is the last day of O's. I wish everyone gdluck in their last paper!

Vive la Revolction!~
Bah Bye!

United We Stand!

2005-11-20T01:29:00.000+08:00

Ok, its early in the morning now and i just saw Manchester United beat Charlton 3 - 1!!! Hahahaha...

Glory Glory Man Utd!~
United We Stand!!

Ok, nothing mush to do lar, but i saw this video and its quite nice. So decided to share with you all. This video is useful for Jeremy. Its the Chinese version of Hitch.
http://xomibid4.myweb.hinet.net/8.htm

Ok, gotta go.
Spanish Giants clash coming up next!
Bah Bye!~

4 more days.

2005-11-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

Yayers! 4 more days to the start of Operation Liberation.

Haha.. today was a slack day. Stayed at home doing nothing. Was supposed to meet someone in PS to hand her the copy of urban. Her friends wanted to sign up for the cover gal of urban or smthing. But in the end false alarm again. Full liao. Wah laos eh, this young gals very free hor.. make me run up n down for nothing. I old liao leh.. LoL. All want to sign up, really so beautiful meh? =P

Other news. My other gan mei got approached by a talent spotter. She asked her if she was interested in modelling. O.O! Omg, dun tell me my mei all so pretty leh. Sign up for contest, got spotted for modelling. I have failed to notice their beauty? Wad the hell, am i blind or wad.
Regardless, I'm still a proud kor. Haha..

All brothers who are heading down to the chalet next week pls confirm ur place leh. Basket, until now everything so messy. Lucky i not organiser. I oso haven pay. Haha!

Ok, sian la. gtg.
Bah Bye!~

Lifeline?

2005-11-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

Wah, just watched lifeline on Channel 5. I find the show nice, but stilll lack that realistic touch. Its a good show though, quite funny.

5 more days left until end of O's, wah lao.. Very tired today after playing so much football. After a long break today played like shit seah. So fast run out of steam liao. Going to rest until sat then study lar.. D&T will be easy to cope i hope. Ok, nothing much to type lar.. sick of this kinda lifestyle. Never mind, 5 days left.

Operation Liberation will commence in 5 days!

bah bye!

Ok or not OK?

2005-11-13T13:52:00.000+08:00

OPERATION LIBERATION will commence in 9 days.

hahaha.. ok, this will be an update on what i will do after O's. Anyone got other thing oso can jio me thanks.

1) 2 star kayaking course (yet to be confirmed with my partner )
2) June 2006 CI course ( still pondering on whether to go or not )
3) Powered Pleasure Craft Driving Licence ( Need your opinion )
4) Ton session at Chong Ghee house.
5) Chalets.
6) Pak tor. ( Ladies? hahaha =P )
7) Community Work.
8) Spotting Session at WSSS.
9) Pool sessions.
10) Karaoke.
11) Football football and football...

Interested parties please indicate your desire on tag board.

******Interested party or parties for no. 1 and 6 pls PM me on MSN messenger. =P Thanks.******

9 days left!!!

bah bye!

Yay!

2005-11-11T14:18:00.000+08:00

11 days to Operation Liberation. Woots..!

Had Maths paper 2 today.. Not bad la.. If I pass.. happy lo..
If I fail.. Blame no one else but me lo.. People say that this year O's are very easy. hmmm wonder what happened to the setters.. like all standard drop liao?

Anyway.. Still wondering if I want to return as a CI.. If anyone got comment pls tag. I want to hear your comments on the CI issue. Whether I should return or not. Thanks.

Aahaha.. meanwhile, I cannot stop thinking of after O's activity.. Chalets.. Ton sessions.. Pool.. Outings.. Pak tor.. =) hahaha.. Work..

Bought the BEST TECHNO HITZ EVER CD.. Damn nice.. if you all want to hear I dun mind posting the music on my blog.. I am hesitant because which person in the right frame of mind posts techno music on his blog..
Watched Lifeline on Channel 5 last night.. the fire and rescue specialist so cute! haha.. I doubt there is any real firewoman that chio in Sigapore anyway.. Gurmit Singh's Love triangle looks interesting.. gotta catch it next thursday.

Oh BTW, the A380 is in Changi right now.. damn.. no car if not I'll head down for a spotting trip.. argh.. looks like I gotta wait for another year to see one in full SQ colours in Changi.

Anyway, gtg.. bb..

CHEERS!~

Countdown to Freedom.

2005-11-09T16:54:00.000+08:00

13 days to liberation! Yes! =)

And the countdown begins....

I would like to dedicate this entry to a VSC officer who was killed on duty last night. May his soul rest in peace. Other officers should be proud of what he did and future officers should look up to this Officer who made the ultimate sacrifice.

In memory of SSSGT Seah Ben Hur(VSC).

Wake Up People!!

2005-11-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

To quote my friend from the tagboard. People are scared of losing what they have, but they just don't seem to cherish what they have now. Its one of the great mysteries of the modern world. Why can't you people just think with your brains for once? It applies to all aspects of your life. Your job, family, boyfriend or girlfriend, national security.. for goodness sake everything you have!

I would also like to dedicate this entry to a close friend of mine. Thank you for being there to advise me and also to back me up. I have learn alot from you and would really regret to see you leave. (That is if you realy do. Touch Wood.) I would not forget the times of endless fun we had and the countless times that we shared together. Rest assured that I will standby your side no matter what happens. If the worst case senario really happens, I'm sure that you will leave this place without any regrets. Please heed all good advice and not play afool. Thats the best you can do for your brothers right now. Thanks.

Wrong Timing..

2005-11-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

Its only 2 days to O levels and I'm in the wrong mood.
My mind is occupied by other things instead of books.. I need to focus now.. but I just can't seem too..
Went over to a friends house for Hari Raya yesterday.. Had fun crapping.. thanks to the dudes for their attention. hahas.. It was a nice duo by me and CG. I think we can go set up a road maintanence company.. lol.. I admit that my ultimate purpose was to play football there, as my legs were itchy after a short break without action. Had a great time and enjoyed myself greatly there. I did not accept the green packet from him as i thought I did not deserve it because I show up empty handed.
Got an invitation to return to the unit and serve as a CI (Cadet Inspector). Should I come back? I'm listening to so much stuff now.. both positive and negative.. Those who are close to me know that I swore never to step back into the unit again.. But I'm having second thoughts. But only a small minority of it.
Gosh.. There are some other stuff which i do not wish to mention here..
I just want to say a few meaningful stuff here la.. Hopefully people who read this will understand.
1) Do not take things for granted.
When a person is there for you and gives you his or her all, please appreciate it. Because one day that person will leave you. Never make the wrong decision only to go "If Only" in the future. If only this If only that.. It will be too late.
2) The 2 most harsh words in the English Dictionary are not F**K You. They are If Only.
You can go ahead and disagree with me if you want. But this is what I feel.

Lastly, I would like to wish all of the people taking their O's good luck and Don't worry about after O's activity. FYI, all standby ok liao..
Until then, take care all. bb.

Sian 1/2

2005-10-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

Nothing much going on.. so nothing much to write too..
Thought I would come in to just type smthing.. lol..
Hari Raya is coming and shafik invited me to his house.. Shld be going lar.. Haven played football in like 2 weeks.. leg itchy.. lol..
End of year exam results are out and the sec 3 guys did not fare well..
Basket summore all say can pass in the end result kns..
Hope that they will go on to sec 4 next year and not get err.. retained or smthing la..
Before I go, would like to intro 2 blogs to you all. I find them very informative. They are UGLY SINGAPOREANS and KIASU WATCH. Will provide links in the links section, be sure to visit as they are informative!! =)
Ok, i think I nothing to say liao.. tc all n bb..

Solid arh!!

2005-10-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

1) Movie

2)Friendship

Yea! Ok people.. haven been posting in a good while so I will post one solid wan today.. It will be long. So go pee or put on the busy status on ur msn messenger right now! =)
Catched the movie GOAL! with the dudes today.. Overall i will rate it 4 outta 5 stars la..(Disclaimer: the rating is according to my gauge and my one and only gauge..)
Ok, its quite a nice movie.. I'm sure that even the ladies who hate football so much will appreciate this film.. The tagline goes like this.. Every dream has a begining.. besides the action pack football scences, the film also touches alot on the human aspect.. giving it another touch other than the normal football movie... Shall not say more.. all those who wish to catch it perhaps gotta go get the DVD or something..cos its no longer showing ler! LoL..

Ok, next topic.. Friendship.. People often wonder.. are there really true friends? some may say never.. some say there are.. We can see friends that are so close that they become like brothers and sisters.. there are also the other side.. where the fella often gets backstabbed!!
I'm typing this just after I tried to resolve a conflict among my peers.. Apparently one could'nt stand another making fun of him.. and almost escalating into a fight..Remember.. This is online.. they were quarrelling online.. -_-" yeps.. after knowing each other more then 10 years.. one decides that losing a friend because of a quarrel is actually worth it.. I mean.. WTF is wrong with people these days huh? Told the aggressor off and hopefully he realises that the friendship is more impt then his ego.. will update on what happens to this case..

Ok tts all.. tc everyone..

Titleless...

2005-10-21T18:54:00.000+08:00

Shall talk abit on my practical yesterday. Went pretty fine.. except for the jitters I had before entering the lab. Experiments were pretty cool.. Both are within my handling limits.. The rolling thing for physics experiment was pretty fun.. haha..
There were several arguments about the salt T some say zinc some say aluminium some say lead.. Me!! lol..
Ok, enough for the practical..

Spent some time thinking about birthdays.. Why were there so many Bdaes in OCTOBER?
Too many birthdays man.. too many to calculate.. I think about 8 or 9 liao...
After thinking rite.. i believe i got my answer..
You see.. 9 mths is the normal pregnancy period for humans.. oct which is 10, so 10-9 = 1 .
However, not many people is exactly 9 mths .. Maybe around 8 mths bah.. so u take 10-8 = 2
You have Feburary... and Valentines Day is in feburary.. hmmm... I shall not go into that.. haha..

Science Practical..

2005-10-20T18:20:00.000+08:00

Wah.. long time never come and post.. so guess its time bah..
Ok, did my science practical today but I will not talk about it.. Maybe on sat or tml. Not because i did badly but because of security reasons la..
O's coming soon. Hope I have the strength to overcome it and not get too stressed up.. yep..
Cannot be distracted anymore.. must concentrate..
Oh Ya! Latest news, For all coming to NP chalet it will be on the 23,24,25 of Nov. Shafik told me to inform you people.. yep.. Thats all I guess..

YaY! Graduated!!

2005-10-15T21:45:00.000+08:00

Its over.. Finally.. 10 years of education over... We are officially not students of the school anymore! 4 years in sec school, along this path, there had been ups and downs.. New friends and old friends.. I'm glad to have known everyone because undoubtly they change my perspective on life.. It has been a wonderful period of time.. The times where we shouted the F**k out of our voices when supporting our football team.. The unity we have when one of us fell.. (Well, I can't confim for the lower sec children)
I feel that we are not only taking away memories with us when we walk out of the school gate.. We are bringing away the old gabrielite culture.. the newer batches of "children" seriously.. CMI!! With us gone, a new era has begun... but however, I believe, the gabrielite spirit will stay..
I am very honoured, to have served the school in many ways.. Be it in CCAs or CIP.. Afterall, how many students of other sec schs out there get to go to a high class restaurant to celebrate your school's 50th anniversary? Did you get to spray paint and vandalise ur sch wall? I have accomplished all this.. I feel indebt to my alma mater.. no matter how much I try to pay back by serving my school, I can never repay back what it gave to me.. Values, and skills to survive out there..
20 odd years down the road, I'll not hesitate to send my children to this very school. Because, I know that they will definately be in good hands..
Thank you teachers for being there for me.. Thank you my buddies for going tru think and thin together.. Once a gabrielite, always a gabrielite! St Gabs Boleh~!!

Carry on 20!!

2005-10-14T19:26:00.000+08:00

Yes, we all know that that is Mr Koh's tag line whenever you do something wrong..
But it is rare to catch Mr Koh do something wrong..
Our last day in school was very high seah.. lol.. Mr Koh came in late for class because he had to check something.. So when he came in to class.. We all said, Sir 20!! Late.. LoL!! He really done it.. but only 10 lar.. Regardless, sporty seah.. Sir well done lar!! haha.. Ohh and must add.. it was standard pushups. =)
With Pirakash going around taking pics with his freaking paparazzi lookalike camera.. I thought the highlight of the day was over..
But!! After school when we had to stayback for POA, Mr Tuang challenged our class... He said if he aswered one MCQ wrongly, he will do 5! if we answered wrongly, oso 5! hahaha.. He went on to explain one question, he got the answer correct, but unfortunately he wrote the wrong answer on the board.. Oh Oh!! The whole class was like 5! 5! 5!.. lol.. After the lesson, Mr Tuang really do 5 leh! Another sporting teacher! hahaha.. One of the best memories I'll have in secondary school.. my god.. wad a day.. got a sketch of me done by quek and jeremy.. hahah.. i'll try to post it in friendster..
Thanks guys!
Thanks to all! It has been a wonderful 4 years!!
St Gabs boleh~!!!
Rock on man!!

2 more days...

2005-10-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

2 more days of school left.. Then its graduation ceremony on saturday..
And I would have completed 10 yrs of compulsory education.. No more Majula Singapura in the morning! =)
O lvls is next.. Cannot fail.. Must pass.. 14 pts!! hahaha..
10 yrs of school looks like it just pass by with the blink of an eye.. However.. What i learnt in this 10 years will enable me to survive on my own now.. Without it, i wouldn't even be here typing these words..
Last refresher training courses are in progress.. After that.. we will all fall in and march off into the battlefield.. Are you guys ready? Tie up those bootlaces, polish ur rifles.. D-day is in 26 days.. Practical course in just 8 days! Make sure we all pass that.. and I believe we will be ready to march off into the battlefield..
26 more days going to chiong sua liao.. for all those going into battle.. Let us support each other out there.. For those not going into battle.. You still play a crucial role in supporting our troopers.. Gdluck to all.. it has been a wonderful 4 yrs!!
Lastly to XXX XXXX, =P I'll be there for u in the battlefield.. just call me when you need me.. hahs.. kk.. need to go practice.. bb..

Why is it so hard...

2005-10-09T21:55:00.000+08:00

I don't know.. I just don't know.. why is it like this..
How long will it take? You say time will tell..
You say its hard for me to like you.. I'm glad you understand it..
But I willing to do it.. I don't know why..
Should I just rapel down and enter from your window.. =P
Gosh.. Why is it like this..
I promise to be there for you but I'm not..
I am feeling sooo sucky now.. who can solve this shit for me...
It's just too hard for me too explain.. The feeling that i get is not what you can feel..

Time will tell..
Please don't lie to me time.. Pls don't ever.. Pls don't..

Brain twisters..

2005-10-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

Ok, I'm sure you people heard of tongue twisters right..
So let me present to you brain twisters! Below is a stupid question that i can't solve.. Will get the answer soon.. but in the mean time.. Who can solve this question? Type it out in my tag board! I will see if I can come up with any prizes..

Question:
3 guys check into a hotel costs $30, meaning each pays $10. As it's promotional period, the hotel offers $5 discount. The manager den tells his staff to refund the 3 $5. The staff feels that it's difficult to divide $5 among the 3, therefore ka po $2. Thus, the staff returns each $1. So, it means that the 3 pays $9($10 - $1) each. But, 3 x $9 = $27 $27 + $2 (from the staff) = $29 so where's the missing 1 dollar?

Happy Thinking! =)

Stress..

2005-10-04T19:45:00.000+08:00

Ok, today's topic is on stress.. I think everyone is running on a very tight schedule now.. But pls do take a breather too.. If not you'll just go haywire.. I believe our class has selected the final design for our class t-shirt.. graduation is next sat.. And thats it.. its O lvls ler.. Omg.. I better study now.. its very impt for me to pass this exam.. was revising my maths today after school in the canteen with chee hao and royston.. Then Mrs Koh came too join us.. She asked me if I wanted to go to poly.. I said certainly.. She told us we needed maths.. yes.. maths is a very impt subject.. I must Pass.. I must Pass..
She den went on to ask me which 5 subjects i was going to use.. I said Eng, E Maths, CHS, POA & D&T. Opps! left out science huh.. =P den she went on to say, so u planning to give up on science? u better not destroy my percentage u know.. hahaha.. I told her i will manage a pass if i could..
Yea.. I'm feeling better now.. recovered.. Making last minutes preparations to go into battle..
Eng? Checked.. CHS? Checked.. D&T? Checked.. E maths and POA i need more time ok..
Was practising E Maths with Miss Teo today oso.. Den she kept asking us "qian bian wen da ti"..
-.-" hahaha.. of course being the "King of Rubbish" myself, I must show her my skills oso mah.. asked her my own "qian bian wen da ti" oso.. hahaha... tts all for sch today..
Its been 3 days since i spoke to her.. hope to meet up to study together soon.. perhaps this weekend or something bah.. =) if you r reading this.. should know wad to do hor? =P haha..
K.. Crap finish ler.. gtg.. bb..
I Must pass Maths...
I Must Pass Maths...
I Must Pass Maths...

Unlucky..

2005-09-30T19:18:00.000+08:00

I'm very unlucky this past week.. down with stomach flu.. so i went to see doctor..
Stomach flu is cured.. Now i'm down with bronchitis! ARGH!!!
See doctor again.. and its better now.. tired man.. i felt like dying.. waited at the clinic for so looong.. th clinic was full of people.. notice i say ppl not patients.. Those people dont even look sick at all.. and i had to suffer more when sitting with them! Bloody hell..
There were these 2 little gals.. trying to fake a british accent when reading some bloody nursery rhymes! My god tt was freaking annoying! I had this teenage gal on my right keep smsing with her phone.. the sound of the fingers coming in contact with the keypad sucks! theres this other gal, the mother asked her why was she sick she said her head pain.. mother asked where? she said i dunno!! WTF!! then y do you come to the clinic? It was more like citizens meet the MP session rather than a clinic!?
Ahh.. i had to suffer in there for 3 hrs waiting!!
Lets come back to the point anyway.. i am doing ok, but just frustrated with the fact that people like to abuse doctors.. i'm unlucky enough to have 2 diff sicknesses one after the other.. and now i have to suffer.. haiz.. where is justice?

False Alarm!!

2005-09-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

Was freaking lucky.. I had symptoms of dengue fever.. So decided to went to TTSH yest nite.. I found myself at the end of the queue with a minimum waiting time of 2 hrs!! Wah.. I think government need to improve on this..
As I watched on, I was surprised to find so many ambulances coming in to the hospital.. Everyone looked on curiously as the paramedic unloaded this guy whose body is full of tattoos! Believe me.. That was an amazing sight..
Fed up with the long queue, we decided that it was better to go to a 24hr clinic.. and the GP there said it was more of stomach flu than dengue fever.. phew! Feeling much better now..
Actually people need to appreciate their lives more.. its suprises me to see so many people suffering everyday.. yet we are not one of them.. count us lucky or strong.. either way, we need to at least appreciate life more..

Something is wrong man..

2005-09-28T17:20:00.000+08:00

Wah.. theres something terribly wrong with me.. not only with my brain, but also my body..
Dammit.. I Farking Flunk my prelims!! Argh!! Whats wrong with my brain!!.. I need to study.. I must study.. I must study.. I must study..
Enuff of my brain..
Now lets go to the body part.. Cold sweats for no reason.. Muscle aches over my whole body.. My inside feels so wierd.. haiz.. this is bad man.. wrong time to fall ill.. I dunno whats wrong with me.. Its not dengue fever.. i got no freaking fever!! Terribly tired? I dunno.. this is the first time in life I feel like this! Anyone gone through something similar or noe whats wrong? Pls speak out in my taggy.. thks..
Talked to her last night.. I so proud of her..=P She knows how to cherish her life now.. I've been trying to make her smile the whole night.. Everytime she laughs or smile.. I just feel abit better.. I can't describe that feeling.. For once she is so concerned about me when i told her that i was not feeling well.. Hah! =)
I'm so tired.. I think i can fall down on the freaking floor rite now..
Enough of all the bad things happening.. at least I did one good thing yesterday..
We were going home after our football match.. walking along the road.. when suddenly one big branch from the tree fell onto the road! It blocked the whole road..Luckily there were no vehicles around.. Imagine a motorcycle.. -.-" As a taxi approached it needed to swerve to the oncoming lane to advoid the branch.. uncle wanted to stop and clear the branch but we ran to clear it first.. he smiled and go off liao.. I hope the good i did will come back to me.. certainly need some of it now..
Tired..

We are the champions!!

2005-09-27T16:59:00.000+08:00

Ok, today was quite an uneventful day at school. Finish school at 1330.
After that we procceded to the bball court to play football. We were leading 3-0 when we decided to relocate.

Went to the big field to play football. It has been a long time since i last played on grass. Actually i am more suited to play on grass lol.. Shawn went o pick his usual team of pros. Then left us the underdogs.. Yet we won them 20 something to 3! LoL!! I was left wondering wtf they were doing.. hahaha.. scored 2 though.. played my usual defensive role.. then shawn and his team started chanting the We are the champions song..haha.. we were all laughing..

Great day today...
Looking forward to tonight.. gonna have a long chat with JY i hope! =P

Stubborn me..

2005-09-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

Spare tyre.. hmmm.. everyone and everything serves a purpose.. Unfortunately, there are dirty jobs to be done.. However, these can't be ignored. There must be someone there to do it..
I dunno lar.. Sometimes there are things tt you noe its not possible, but u still die die want to hang on.. I just find this very puzzling..

Ok, dun like to continue on the above topic..lol.. Today in sch, we had a whole bunch of talks from poly cramped together.. For like 4hrs!! midway through the talk, my stomach was uncomfortable so i went to the toilet on a mission to bomb St. Gabriel's Sec. LoL!..

As I approached the target zone, I noticed that on my flying on my right wing was Captain Matthew and on my left Lt. Jabez.. I was the first one to drop the bomb and Lt.Jabez followed suit.. hahaha.. unfortunately, Captain Matthew had difficulty releasing the bombs...!! lol.. we were chatting in the freaking toilet for like 10mins while dropping bombs..hahaha!

Finally after 10 mins matthew unloaded his bombs and we procceded to fly back from target zone to home base...
Misson Accomplished!! =)

What a shock I got!!

2005-09-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

If you people don't know.. I have a contact on msn that added me about 3 days ago...
This person have not been online since then and tts why it let me worrying..
LOL!! I think you people won't believe what happens next. Earlier today, the person who added me came online..
Ok, naturally you would want to find out who the person is.. Therefore i click on the contact. When the window opened, i saw a pic of a gal.. not an ordinary person.. she is a Caucasian!

Ok, i thought it ws some guy who put the pic there because he probbably have a fetish over her... soo.. I said hi.. we introduced each other and I found out that she was from England!!! wth!!.. lol.. she added wrongly but in the end we became sort of friends? maybe penpal? lol.. Shes cute..=P Man, I was worried that she would'nt understand my english... but it turns out to be fine.. yea!! okok..
gtg ler.. tell more next time!!

Prelims Over!!

2005-09-23T20:37:00.000+08:00

Phew, the Prelims are over!! Haiz, i felt that I did not do my best in the prelims. Got Wayyyyyyyy more room for improvement.

Have been very tired for the past 2 weeks, study like siao.. freaking tired..
I would like to congratulate all the D&T guys!! We finally did it! Artefact completed!! Folios completed!! Yes.... Well done guys! After striving like siao, i believe most of us deserve the A1!!
hahaha..

Ok people, i need a break from reality..
checkin out!!

New blogskin!!

2005-09-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hua!! I'm actually pretty impressed by my new skin.. =)
Thanks to the person who created it..

Haven't posted over some time.. haiz.. I think i need time to reflect abit.. This song is just so meaningful to me..

Started playing S.W.A.T 4. Its a nice game.. Hahaha.. got too many story to tell abt it.. see who interested first..

At the mean time, enjoy my blog!!